As the years have progressed in my life, so has my taste for music has as well. Though a huge portion of the background soundtracks in my life have been heavily supported by the genre of music which we have titled Rap, these days it feels as if I can’t identify with a lot the artist are presenting.
This is a sign I believe of accepting maturity, and “adulthood” and some of the ideas that come with those two. So, you will find me listening less to things that are encouraging the opposite, such as songs that reinforce ideas of misogyny, idolatry, patriarchy, racism and such. Mainly because those ideas are limited by a need to control and greed as a result. Where I have chosen to now exist in a place of hope and peace of mind. Both of which are more subversive to the other in the sense that I see whats going on much like Marvin Gaye did, but I am not discouraged.
There is no certain age or state that this happens as we are lead to believe. Understanding the responsibility to yourself, and the community that supports you has no set date.You wake up and choose to be mindful of this, or you don’t. Or you forget and beat yourself up over it, or once again you begin again a new with hope.
So when listening to The Procussions new single featuring Shad and J Kyle Gregory, I find that the tightly laced versus laced between a formidable beat, entail of much of what I wake up wrestling with every day as well as of late. The questions of past, and future that I am trying to allow to exist in their own place, while focusing on the today that is. Not an entirely new concept I know, but a difficult one nonetheless. Especially in society that has taught us to believe that the “now” is more to be treated as a commodity, rather than a state of being.